I've seen the book come up repeatedly in various suggestions throughout my internet bubble, and I can't help but become curious. Most recently, the film and book were mentioned in todays episode of Shadowhunters.
Recently I've had some rather traumatic issues come up, ribosomopathy causing me to require monthly blood tansfusions and a massive falling out with the only friend I had whom I could relate to on the "illnesses that dramatically reduce QoL and life expectancy," and we are probably never going to speak again. Fresh wounds are fresh.
Would it be worth risking opening up unhealed wounds to read it now, or should I wait to be in a bit of a better state emotionally and physically?